cafe of nostalgia

so the christmas music is playing...white christmas...and there actually might be a chance of that happening this year...i like repeating things that have meant so much to me...this summer i had a saying to my friends that i feel as if i run in several different worlds....church world, pub world, starbucks world, music world...my biggest dream is that all of these worlds would collide and that we could all be in the same place at the same time...it did happen once...i even sang a song that i wrote about a customer that i met at starbucks...big daddy is what we called him...all of my worlds knew about this guy, but never were they all in the same place to laugh about it at the same time...that experience was on the highlights list of this year...

in austin, i only have one world...school world...all i do and all the people i know and spend time with are right there...i look at the value of experiencing life with so many worlds going on at the same time and i think that this is one thing i would like to do this spring...create some different worlds in austin...i have never been so content with just one world...but even being away from that world makes me realize how much i depend on this precious world...

since i have been back in the falls, i have not been to one place where i did not see at least three people or more that i knew...they all knew i moved to austin, they wanted to know about finals...and it was interesting that even though i was absent from this world, i was still a part of it...i am so grateful for the hearts who remember...who care...

so merry christmas to all of my worlds...if it is true that all of your stories are a part of me, then somehow, you all know each other...