things that make me...

i went to bed on friday night at 12am...i think :) and did not even attempt to arouse until 8pm on saturday...woke up, watched all the catch ups for entourage, then happily embarked in another round of sleeping until 9:30 am on sunday...i think i have sufficiently caught up on whatever it was i was depriving myself of...i feel somewhat reborn...

there are certain things that actually drain me of energy...for instance, filling out paperwork...i would much rather bang my head against a wall...literally...it exhausts me to fill out a piece of paper with pertinent information regarding who i am...name, gender, race, ss#, address, phone #...it all is draining...much less a paper that requires additional information that i find to be irrelevant when you have to do it anyway...no matter what you say on the added information sheet, you are still required to fulfill this requirement...this my friends is probably the reason i slept for 36 hours straight...avoiding all tedious things which require information and more information...

is this a personality disorder? like running errands...they drain the life out of me...i don't know what to call this other than a personal problem...am i a member of some personality gene that hates and runs from paperwork? i am sure that there is a drug company that could help my dilemma...or a good counselor...

well, here we go...the final season of the seminary journey...it's sad to say, but i still have no idea where this road is leading...i guess oct. 22 will be a telling day...when i find out that i have to take any certain number of the ords over again...after 36 hours of sleep, i am not the least bit bothered by it...

happy last weekend before the last season begins...i am already sad...i realized this weekend that what i have here will probably never be duplicated again in my life...i don't know what to do with this...enjoy it while it lasts i presume...so i will probably be over-lovey...sorry em...i will kiss you many times this year... :)