i'm ready for a new day...

i think i'm tired of saying, "it's been a shitty day..." it gets repulsive after about the thirteenth time...if my eyes are that transparent, then something's gotta give...

what is hysterical is that i live in an atmosphere of language permeated with hope and resurrection...tonight, a friend of mine just sat and asked me question after question- baiting me to unload...which is good, but it once again reinforced the problem...i need to get it out...all of it...

vomit, vomit, vomit...dry heave...vomit...rinse...

much better...